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Cho Kyuhyun, Kim Young Woon and You are best friends since in the primary school. Three of you had many laughs and so much cries together. But then, when three of you went in the secondary school, Kim Young Woon confessed his love to you and proposed you to be his girlfriend. You finally accepted Kim Young Woon as your boyfriend and love him more than other boys. And that includes Cho Kyuhyun. Since Kim Young Woon and you loving each other, Cho Kyuhyun started make a distant. He rarely went along with you and Kim Young Woon.
One day, during recess time you wanted to meet Kim Young Woon at his class. As you arrived at front of the class, suddenly you saw Kim Young Woon was kissing with other girl. Plus, she was a noona. Your heart was completely broken. Your tears automatically went rushing through your cheeks. Kim Young Woon was shocked also. His face turned pale and the forehead was sweating when he saw you. Without asking for explanation, you leaved the class immediately. Kim Young Woon tried to chase you but you went faster than him. Finally, he lost you.
You absent your class till the school day ended. Along the time, you were crying so much in the school basketball court till your eyes went red and swelled . After the school ended, you went to the field near your neighbourhood and tried to feel some peace by the greenery scene. However, sometimes your tears were falling accidentally. Your heart still doesn't lose its hurt and your mind kept replayed the incident. Till then, you fall asleep at the field till the day went absolutely dark and cold.
Your mother was worried about you. She called for Kim Young Woon but no one answered the call. So she called for Cho Kyuhyun and asked for his help to look for you. Finally, you were found by Cho Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun: ________-ah. Why don't you go home? -stroking your head-
You: -sobbing in your sleep-
Kyuhyun: -wondering- Waeyo? Are you crying?
You: -awake- Uhh Kyuhyun?
Kyuhyun: Mom is waiting for you. Gaja. -smile-
You: I don't want to go home. -hide your face-
Kyuhyun: -lost his smile- Wae?
You: -started crying-
Kyuhyun: -anxious- Bwo? Yah, ________. Waeyo?
You: I feel jerk! My heart is hurt so much. -crying-
Kyuhyun: Yah, ________.
You: -keep crying-
Kyuhyun: Yah, don't cry. Stop crying. -hug you-
You: -crying- Young Woon-ah. Kim Young Woon. Kangin! -shouted for Kim Young Woon's name-
Since the incident, you went close with Cho Kyuhyun. There were about many times you got calls from Kim Young Woon but you never answered it. Plus, you had deleted his phone number. However, you still remembered the number just like how you still remember and love him. When you met him at school, you pretended to not to see him. Even you really wanted to ask him about the incident.
You just finished your music class. As you wanted back to the class, accidentally you saw Kyuhyun was reading in the library through the transparent galss at the library. You went into the library and met him. You startled him from his back. Yet, the librarian warned you to behave yourself. You just make shamed on yourself. Kyuhyun laughed at you.
You: What are you reading?
Kyuhyun: A book of laws.
You: Bwo?! What is your ambition?
Kyuhyun: A lawyer. A great lawyer.
You: Hmm suited with you. Huhu
Kyuhyun: How about you?
You: Ermm I'm not good in singing but I love music. So maybe I'll be a composer? Hihi
Kyuhyun: Hmm suited to you too. Goodluck. -smile-
You: Alright. I have to go. Meet you after school. -leave-
You: Oh, I forget. -back to Kyuhyun- Bye. -kiss his cheek and leave-
It was weekend. Kyuhyun and you went out together. Both of you went shopping, playing games and ate at the restaurant together. When Kyuhyun and you went out from a restaurant, suddenly both of you accidentally met Kim Young Woon at front of the restaurant. You were shocked to meet Kim Young Woon at there. You immediately hold Kyuhyun's hand tightly to get some strength. Kim Young Woon saw both of you were holding hands. He then suddenly hated to see it and roughly grabbed your hand.
Kangin: I've something to tell you. Gaja. -pull your hand-
You: -Pull your hand back- There is nothing to tell.
Kangin: Yah, _________.
You: I'm with Kyuhyun right now. Today, tomorrow, always, and forever. -tears falling-
Kangin: Yah, _________. -raised his voice- Okay. About that day, I'm sorry. It's not like what have you seen. She the one who started it first.
You: Pabo. If she started it first, then why don't you try to avoid it? Or you really don't want to?
You: Gaja. Kyuhyun. -pulled Kyuhyun's hand and leave-
Kyuhyun and you were in the public bus, in the journey went home. However, there were no one in the bus accepted you, Kyuhyun, driver and an old man who sat behind the driver. Your tearing eyes looking out of the window, watching the vehicles went through the road in each of their own speed. Everyone wanted quick and fast. So does you. You hope that Kim Young Woon would quickly go out from your heart and mind in a short time. You hated to suffer the hurt everytime.
Kyuhyun: -looking at you- Gwaenchanayo?
You: The vehicles are very fast. I wish I'll forget Kangin as fast as theirs. Or maybe more than theirs.
Kyuhyun: -trying to reach your hand. doubtful-
You: -suddenly put your head on his shoulder- Gomaseupnida. -holds Kyuhyun's hand-
Kyuhyun: -wiped your tears- You can count on me.
You: -went closer to him and close your eyes-
Kyuhyun wanted to the toilet. Yet, he could felt that there was someone following him. As he turned his back, a punch went onto his face. He was shocked. As he looked to the person, he didn't expected that it was Kangin who beated him. Some more punches went onto Kyuhyun's face and stomach. Kyuhyun really had a hard time to get up. He didn't ask Kangin anything. He knew that Kangin was angry and had so much hates towards him. And of course, the reason was you.
Kangin: You're such a bitch! What do you thinkyou are?! Barhae! -yearning-
Kangin: Shit! -cutted off and punched Kyuhyun's face-
Kyuhyun: Hah. Ha ha. In this case, I wouldn't let _______ back to you. -cynical smile-
Kyuhyun: It's you who hurt her. Not me. So, be careful. -leave-
Kangin: Yah, Khyuhyun! Cho Kyuhyun!
You were sitting on the bench alone at the playground near your neighbourhood. You were waiting for Kyuhyun. Yet, you didn't realised that you has been watching by someone. That person was Kangin. He then wanted to meet you in surprised.
You: -looked at your back- Kangin. -stand up. shocked-
Kangin: Gwaenchana. Just sit there. I won't be long. -sit on the bench-
You: What do you want?
Kangin: Nothing. -smile- Just..
You: Just what?
Kangin: Is it true that I don't have any chance to get you back?
Kangin: -cynical smile- I take that as yes.
You: Then, what are you waiting for? Just go. Leave me.
Kangin: -stand up- Hmm or maybe I'm wrong. The answer may be no. -smile- Bye. -kiss your cheek and leave-
You: Nappeun namja. -tearing eyes-
Cho Kyuhyun was running as fast as he could to the playground. _________ must've waiting for him for so long. He very sure that she'll get mad. As he arrived at the playground, he shouted your name very loud. But then, you even didn’t looked at him. So he went to you.
Kyuhyun: Hah. Mianhae. Are you angry? -hold your shoulder-
You: -ignored him and tried to hide your crying face-
Kyuhyun: Yah, ________. -face you- Waeyo?
You: -kept crying- Kangin. Kangin. He's coming just now.
Kyuhyun: -shocked- Bwo? What that shit want from you?
You: He..he asked me whether is there any chance for him or not. Kyuhyun-ah. I want him back. I want to give him the chance. But I'm too scare. Too scare if the same thing happen and I'll get hurt. Eotteokhae? Eotteokhae, Kyuhyun-ah? -crying out loud-
Kyuhyun: Shhh..gwaenchana. Don't think about it for now. Calm yourself. -hug you-
You: -hug him back-
Cho Kyuhyun was doing his homeworks when he accepted a text from ________. She told him that she wanted to his house. Kyuhyun was shocked. He then quickly tidy his study table and opened his cupboard, looked for nice clothes to wear. He wanted to look good in front of ________. Suddenly, someone went into his room and it was ________. Kyuhyun was freaking shocked.
You: Annyeong ! -happy-
You: Wae? Are you shocked?
Kyuhyun: Yae. Too shocked.
You: -laugh- Ups! Mianhae. So..this is your room. -look around-
Kyuhyun: How can you find my room? I mean...how did you know?
You: Waeyo? Do you think that your house very big so it may hard for me to find your room? -sit on his bed- Actually, I met your parents outside just now. They wanted to go somewhere for something. So they asked me to meet you straight to your room. Then finally, I found it! Hihi
Kyuhyun: -look down and smile-
Kyuhyun: Nothing. It's just..I'm happy to see you come to my house. Instead in my room. -sit beside you-
You: Wae? Why it make you so happy?
Kyuhyun: -stare at you- Because it's better you're here than never. -keep staring at you-
You: Bwo? Yah. Why did you looking at me like that? -trembling-
Kyuhyun: Can I kiss you now? -directly asking-
Kyuhyun: -smile- Just forget about it. -look at other way-
You: Hahaha. Aigoo. -hit your own head-
You: I shouldn't take it so serious. I should know that you just kidding. Hahaha.
Kyuhyun: -laugh awkwardly- Hahaha. Finally. You've been trapped. -sigh-
There was a basketball match in your school and Cho Kyuhyun was one of the team members. When he was playing, suddenly his head got hitted by the ball and fainted. He was sent to the emergency room and his place had replaced by a reserve player. You then wanted to visit him in the emergency room. As you went into the room, suddenly Kim Young Woon went out from the room at the same time. You were shocked but tried to ignore him.
You: -running- Kyuhyun-ah.
You: Gwaenchanayo? I saw you got hitted on your head. And then you fainted. Your nose was bleeding. And..
Kyuhyun: Yah, _________-ah. I'm alright. -cutted your words-
You: Huhh. I'm really worried about you. -relief-
Kyuhyun: -giggle- Gomawo.
Kyuhyun: ________-ah. Can you help me bring my bag from the court to me?
You: Yes. Anything for you. Huhu -full of spirit-
When you were in your journey to the court, you saw Kim Young Woon was standing by the window. You then avoided from seeing his face and went rushing to the court. Suddenly, Kim Young Woon grabbed your hand and doesn't let it go even you tried to pull it back. You tried harder till your tears run out it times to fell. Kim Young Woon felt very sorry to see you crying. He then dragged you into his hug.
You: -trying to out from his hug-
Kangin: -hug you tighter- Mianhae, ________-ah.
You: -gave up-
You: -crying- Wae? Why did you do this to me? Wae?
Kangin: Mianhae. -tearing eyes-
You: You hurt me. Hurt me so much. Hurt me.
Kangin: Mianhae. -falling tears-
You: -kept crying-
Kangin: -let you go- Give me that chance. Please.
Kangin: Please. -holds your hands-
Kangin: Please. -kneeling-
You: -shake your head-
Kangin: Please. _________.
You: -look in to his eyes- Only..only this once.
Kangin: -relief- Kamsahabnida.
You: -wiped his tears-
Kangin: -stand up- Jeongmal mianhae. -kissed your forehead-
You: Saranghae. -sincerely-
Kangin: Nae. Saranghaeyo. -hug you tightly-
Kim Young Woon, you and your family were having breakfast together. Your parents seemed very happy to see your close relationship between Kim Young Woon. Kim Young Woon and you were teasing and laughed to each other and the parents joined along. Suddenly, someone pressed the house bell. It was Cho Kyuhyun who look smart dan handsome in his gray coat and a pair of spectacles at the bridge of his nose.
You: Ah, Kyuhyun-ah. Come in.
Kyuhyun: Err no need. _________-ah. I've something to tell you. Erm privately?
You: Oh. Okay. Let's go to the playground. Guys, I'm going for awhile. -leave the house-
At the playground Kyuhyun's face obviously look serious. And you were really sure there must be something important he wanted to tell you. You looked at his clothes from top till the bottom. He look like wanted to go somewhere. So you directly asked him as you couldn't hold on your curiousness.
You: Kyuhyun-ah. Are you going to somewhere? You look different this morning. And... -sniffing- I even can smell your perfume. Huhu
Kyuhyun: How do I look like? More handsome? -smile-
You: Ermm let's see. Nope.
You: Your clothes look really expensive. It makes you lost your sexy side. Most look like a prince. -smile brightly-
You: So, what do you want to say about?
Kyuhyun: Err family and I going to move out. We'll stay in abroad. And..I'll have my school there.
You: Bwo? -shocked- Today?
Kyuhyun: Erm yes.
You: Yah. Then I'll miss you. -pout-
Kyuhyun: Then I should be happy. -smile-
You: Hmm take care, okay.
Kyuhyun: Arasseo. Ermm ____________-ah. Can I hug you?
You: Sure. -happy-
Kyuhyun: -hug you- Kamsahabnida. -suddenly sobbing-
You: Uh? Kyuhyun-ah.
Kyuhyun: Don't move. Don't look at me.
You: Yah. Don't be so sad. I'll always contact you. Okay?
Kyuhyun: -let go of you- Who said? It's just cold.
You: -pinch his cheek- Ahh you're so cute.
Kyuhyun: Yah, please don't do that.
Kyuhyun: Erm I've something for you. -take out an envelope and give it to you-
You: Oh. What's this? -take it-
Kyuhyun: Don't open it now. Open when I'm leaving. -smile-
Kyuhyun: -sigh- I've to go now.
Kyuhyun: -stare at you-
Kyuhyun: Can I kiss you now?
You: -shocked- Err...I'm dead with Kangin then.
Kyuhyun: -giggle- Arasseo. Just a joke. -smile- Bye. -leave-
You: Bye. -sigh-
It was about 8:40 a.m. 10 minutes ago Kyuhyun just leaved you at the playground. And you stayed there with and an envelope in your hands. You were very curious about the content in the envelope. As what has Kyuhyun reminded you to open it after he had leaved, so you bet that was the right time to open it. When you opened the envelope, there you saw a white silver bracelet with two lockets in heart shape on it and a letter.
You: Wow~ it's so beautiful. -put the bracelet on your wrist- Oh. It's suit to my wrist. Yah, Kyuhyun is very understanding. Hmm let's read the letter now.
"How’s the bracelet? Do you like it? Anyway, it's not about that I want to say here. What I'm trying to say here is I love you. I even love you before Kangin. But who knows? The best man win. So he's the winner. And I only a stepped away to win. Actually, it's hard for me to say how much I love you. Anyway, please be happy in your life. And of course with Kangin. Never cry and avoid from being hurt. Because it'll hurt me so much. And I hate it. I hope you don't cry when you know this. Please. Your tears are too precious for me. Don't worry. I'll be fine. I'll learn to love other girl. A girl who will make me feel the same thing like how I feel towards you. Promise. And do you know why I always asked you whether I can kiss you or not? Because I wish I could to kiss you. But your answers always means no. So can I ask you for the last time? Can I kiss you? If your answer is yes, finally! That's means I've reach to your heart. Even just a little. __________. It's not your kiss that I want actually. It's your heart, your hope that I need. Like how you did when Kangin hurt you. I love to see you stayed beside me. Smile and laughed to me. I won't forget that. Finally, God gave me chance to be someone special in your life even it just for awhile. I thought I wouldn't have it since you went with Kangin before. I'll miss that chance. And of course I'll miss you too. Do be happy with Kangin. He do love you very much. If you need shoulder to cry on, I'll always be there. But I still hope you wouldn't cry again. Till then, thank you and I love you, ___________."
Your tears fall when you read the letter. You never realized that Kyuhyun really love you that much. Yet you felt guilty to him. He had been so kind to you but then he still beings hurt. You looked at the bracelet and Kyuhyun image appeared in your mind. Your heart praised for his kindness and sincerity. As how God had gifted him chance to be someone special beside you, you hope God will give him chance to fall in love to other better girl.
You: Yes. Yes. You can kiss me. -point to Kyuhyun-
Woww! This is too long! And..boring? Till then, you can laugh for my broken eng. Hikhiks