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You sighed for another time that you even couldn’t remembered. It was at 10.00 pm already and yet you were still in the jamming room, listening to the worst voice ever of Yoon Jun, your big sister. There was not only her. Shindong and Yesung were also in the room as they were invited by Yoon Jun. Shindong seemed enjoyed his mood very much while then, Yesung only sat about a metre from you.
‘Wahh! He look more charming from this side,’ you praised.
You had admired Yesung since the third year in secondary school. You were classmates but both of you never get close. Actually, it was Yesung who was hard to get along with people. He was a kind of quiet, cool or maybe…stupid? That was what you thought.
“________-ah! Sing along, gaja,” Yoon Jun pulled your hand suddenly.
“No no no! I don’t want. Yoon Jun, go home gaja. I’m sleepy already,” you said.
“Aishh! Yah, it’s just at 10. Don’t say that you actually afraid of omma?”
“Err…kind like that…”
“Ah! If you really want to, then just go home by yourself. Let Yesung accompany you. He only kept sitting there since a half hour ago. Meditating…something…”
“Bwo?! Ani…aniya. I can go home by myself.”
‘Crazy! Be accompany by Yesung?! Actually, I want to. But…me? I’m not a suitable girl to walk beside him. Plus, we never talk,’ you quietly glanced at him for awhile.
Yesung suddenly stand up and went to you and Yoon Jun. The way he walking and looking at you, you just couldn’t expected what was or were in his mind. Whether he was cursing you for troubled him or maybe there were something else.
“Gaja! Let me send you home on my ride,” he said.
“There! Yesung have volunteering himself already,” Yoon Jun interjected.
“Err gwaenchana. I-I can go home by myself.”
“It is snowy and cold at outside. Plus it is 10 now, criminals could be anywhere,” he replied, sound like an advice.
“Erm…” You were thinking for awhile.
“Aishh! Don’t think too much if you really want to go home. Just go!” Yoon Jun hit your head suddenly.
“Yah! It’s hurt!”
“You deserved that.”
You stroked your head while pouting.
Decision had made. You went home by took a ride on Yesung’s motorcycle. You didn’t know whether it was something that you must to be grateful or cry for it. It felt very awkward sitting behind Yesung and hugged him without reason. However, that just a moment till you arrived at home.
“Gomawo. Sorry for troubled you,” you said, sincerely from deep in your heart.
Yesung didn’t say a thing and ready to leave. But you…
‘Why we can’t stay like this for another moment?’
Yesung brought his sight to you. However you couldn’t saw that beautiful eyes looking at you as his face was fully covered by helmet face shield.
You then kissed him by only on the shield. Was that cool enough?
“Goodnight. Bye,” you leave him and never looked back again.
No one knew how Yesung felt that time. That was including you.
It was lunch time. And yet there was someone craved for vanilla-blackcurrant ice-cream. That person no other was Yoon Jun. Well she always being stupid and insane during her menstruation. You thought Yoon Jun was such a misfortune in your life.
“Ahjussi, could you bring me vanilla-blackcurrant ice cream? Medium size, please,” you asked to a man that was guarding at the counter.
“Alright. Wait for awhile.”
That man went away and there was only you standing in front of the counter waiting for vanilla-blackcurrant ice-cream to be fed to a shit sister. You looked around the café, just to throw out your boring feeling while waiting.
Suddenly your eyes caught a view of a couple which was kissing in public. They seemed like going to die with their shit love. You felt suck. But as you looked at the boyfriend, you felt even worst when saw he was Yesung who was kissing with a woman that you even never one to know her name.
“Shit!” That word accidentally came out from your mouth. It is just another voice for your regrets.
You ran out from the café and forgot about the ice cream. Your heart was fully burnt and melted. It was unexpected to see Yesung kissing with other woman. It felt like world was laughing at you. You shed the tears.
Without your realised, Yesung was chasing after you at behind. That man was chasing the top runner during his secondary school and it was damn tiring. However, he done it well and you were caught.
“Wait!” Yesung grabbed your hand and hold it tightly.
“Yesung?” You shocked.
“It was the last,” he said, gasping.
“Bwo?” You blurred.
“Wae? Why don’t you say it? Just say it to me!” he suddenly raised his voice.
Both of you started being public attention.
“What? What I’ve to say to you? There’s nothing to say!” you raised your voice too with no reason. It was an uncontrolled reaction.
“Say that you love me! You love me right, _______?!” Yesung mentioned your full name.
You startled and being speechless out of blue. There was nothing passed through your mind. Nothing you could think and say. What you saw was only Yesung’s eyes which were staring at you fiercely.
“Saranghae, _______-ah,” Yesung kissed you as soon as he done his words.
You hate it when Yesung’s lips that had been kissed by other girl in touched with yours. You thought that you might not the second. However, you did nothing about it. Your lips welcomed the kiss.
“Are you having fun kissing someone?” You asked him in a strict way. No matter what, you still had your hatred towards him.
“Yeah. I have so much fun playing this love game since our third year in secondary school,” he said.
“You know what? My life is like suck when I’ve to keep this feeling deep inside my heart quietly for this long. Actually I was afraid to take a risk for being rejected so I decided to love you in this way. But seem like not now. I know, I’m sure that you’ve the same feeling.”
“Then, what were you doing just now? I can see how suck your life is,” you said, cynically.
“She is just an ex-girlfriend. She just left me a goodbye ‘gift’. That’s why…it was the last. Because from now, I’ll only kiss you,” he kissed your lips again but this time he did it passionately.
The public clapped their hands and cheered for your love that just went to bloom.
‘Now I know. I’m the only suitable girl to be at side of this charming prince. Yeah! Only me,’ you raised your confidence.