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quiet house with lights out
empty bed with cold pillow
this reality is more like nightmare
tears are now dried but not the sorrow

dark is not just night
day is not anymore bright
fine I'm all alone
guess no need to wait anymore

let's walk the dream
drag the pain all my own
because you're not here anymore
keep hiding and let me keep searching

let me breath your name for each take
let me burn in this hellish feeling
let me feels home again.


New Semester Is Back

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Hello, peeps! How're you doing?
It's finally the new semester.
And I still don't give a proper greeting to 2019 and January lol.
It was both good and quite anxious start.
I had to struggle on three last mini projects
before the previous semester ends.

As the semester break coming closer,
I was quite excited celebrating the end of my sweet 22.
Bought myself a stuffed pillow aka plushie which I never had even one.
Also I set my sweet-tooth monster free, let her enjoyed her good time
with a piece of Blueberry Cake and Big Apple donuts. Quite rare snacks to me.

And then when the final exam result was out, I got an unexpected grade.
Bless all the kind-hearted lecturers, I got to have
Pointer 3 on the paper. Alhamdulillah.

And after a two weeks break, today is the first day of my eighth semester.
Supposed I have a class today but I still don't get the mood lmao.
So here I am being scratchy scratchy on my blog
with choki choki hanging at the end of my mouth lol.

By the way, for this semester I only have three courses to attend.
Wish I can do it good for this semester too.
Yet I am all nervous thinking about my final year project. Uh!

Until here, thank you for passing by
and read this short ranting of my boring life.
All the best to you guys! Oh, and Happy (Chinese) New Year!
xoxo =)

A song for you all hehe. Enjoy!


But An Empty Glass

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a glass fills with air
but why i'm feeling this empty
the hand that you let go is still warm
but why i'm trembling like this

an empty glass is now cold
there is a knot tightens my chest
each step away you takes left me suffocating
the one who is leaving is you
but why i'm feeling this empty

do you hear that ?
the glass is shattering
my heart is calling for you
the tears are pleading like rainfall
but i still cannot reach you

why does it ends like this ?
why it upsets me this much ?
why it feels this empty ?
what makes me without you
but an empty glass.



we're all stars that brightens each other starlight a little bit better for the better -07/05/2020-