Bad Memories

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Related imageBetween the whistle of air
And the song of silence
It creeps and it slips
Through pieces of broken piece
The uninvited has comes
The reminiscing of memories
Bad memories

It tightens my chest
It blocks my breath
Chop, chop, chop
More pieces of pieces
Of broken piece
Shattering in harmony
Pricking the inside me
Insanely.

- June 25, 2019, 3:04 AM -            









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Weather

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Image result for girl look at skyLook! The storm is calm now
The sky is not yet bright yet still wide
Cloudy but no more gloomy
Feel the wind with less wavy
This weather makes me wonder
Will today will be tomorrow?
Will tomorrow won't be full of sorrow?
How I want it today not to end very quickly
But it is the weather
And I have no power
But only a wish in my prayer.



- June 27, 2019, 10:54 PM -







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Numb

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Image result for girl alone
The heat has comes
The cold makes me feel numb
The violence has becomes silence
Shall I feel lighten?
After nights that had been burned
Into ashes in the carven
It is very calm
Too warm
And strange


- June 24, 2019, 1:15 AM-







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Room

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Image result for room black white girl aloneBack to this room
Where the window has been always close
As well as the door with broken lock
Staring straight at white plain ceiling
Where fan is hanging and spinning fast
The after rain is still little freezing
I like how the temperature pressures my skin
Reminds me of that vague warmth of your palms
Whenever you brushed my hair with care
Or when you wrapped me in your arm with love
In this room I start to missing someone like you
Someone that can only be found in my imagination
Someone that is more more wonderful than dreams I had
Because fantasy works better than dream itself
-June 22, 2019, 4:29 PM-




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Gratitude

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Image result for dark room night black white candle
Gratitude, they say
For everything that is given and stay
For that given never change the owner
For that everything which is now slowly gone
Gratitude to the pain
To the grief that is going insane
For everything that is given
And stay



- June 20, 2019, 7:54 PM -









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Ceasefire

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Image result for dark room night black whiteNight is getting way colder
No sheet, no cover
Lying down on the same old bed
Same cold
It is very quiet
Does the demon is now sleeping?
Or actually cunningly hiding?
I rest my shoulders
And stretch my back
Maybe tonight is the moment
Ceasefire but stay prepare
Because the demon is still there.


- June 20, 2019, 2:13 AM -



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