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Art Of Broken Heart

Posted by ELFarahin | On June 26, 2025 | | No comments:


Framed canvas of broken heart
Tears of endless grief in darkness
Paints and brushes made scars
The still silhouette never seen far


Eyes of admirer from a distance
Loneliness revised the history
Lines and dots , tangles and knots
When it is you , I can forget not


Resemblance in moonlight
Lingering words bring delight
Pictures of hope and wish
A broken heart turns into art




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One Step Closer

Posted by ELFarahin | On June 07, 2025 | | No comments:


remember the night it happened
sentiment of enchanting scent
glasses clung and heart rang
one step closer had me fast alert
in your eyes i had my soul drowning
alluring smile , there you begged


remember the night it happened
sentiment of sweet tragedy
romance and separation in synchrony
one step closer had me distant
in my eyes i had you embraced
one breath , unapologetic hijack








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Final Day

Posted by ELFarahin | On June 06, 2025 | | No comments:

little hands reach upon the sky
clouds pass by and eyes sparkle
strong wind blows and wounds burn
if i cry would anyone run to my way

daytime walk is too lonely
nighttime keeps me awake
time passes as memory reflects
vent out won't make vain goes away

i know the devil is on my shoulder
and the angel never pat my back
life goes around and heart breaks again
but death has final day still far away




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Midnight Roleplay

Posted by ELFarahin | On June 06, 2025 | | No comments:


chains on my weak limbs
pins in my thin bones
here is midnight roleplay
the open eyes nightmare
it echoes in my head again
death is better than this


old tape has flashback rolling
tragedy and trauma on recap
here is midnight roleplay
burning pain in my chest
beastly demon in my mind
won't death be better than this ?


endless guilt and undying grief
spare no mercy on last mistakes
cry can't wash away a thing
tears are like drips of cyanide
this is my midnight roleplay
death must be better than this









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Show Up

Posted by ELFarahin | On May 31, 2025 | | No comments:

Bismillah . Assalamualaikum

Last Tuesday , I attended my doctor's appointment as usual . While I was waiting for my turn , I noticed something heartwarming . This wasn't my first time seeing it . I just felt deeper about it at that moment .

All this time , I had seen patients were accompanied by family members and friends many times . Sometimes I could hear persons at behind had friendly or casual conversation . There were kids with them too .

Seeing this moment , I heard my inner self said , " Isn't that beautiful ? " Indeed , it was . It was beautiful that those patients were supported by their closed ones as needed and supposed event though as simple as show up and be there .

I had my best friend showed up with me to attend my first few doctor's appointments . Her presence was very helpful , stronger than the tension I felt and carried during those difficult times . We talked less while waiting but just be there .

It is said that family support matters for mentally ill patients . Even though I had long ago dropped this idea , it's undeniable that there are many patients who really need their family and closed ones support . Yes , as simple as show up and be there .




Show up may be verbal and non verbal .





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