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Hello, readers! How're you today?
How's your friday? The weather is redup yet panas here.
Anyway gonna cut this short.

As mentioned in my previous post, I try to drop myself into dropshipping. So ayyy I'm a dropshipper now. To be honest, this is me running away from my embarrassing anxiety about this particular thing that I'm still not ready to reveal here. I do feel like me being childish for running away. But yeah I'm a child. Wait. This should be a short post. Cut!

Lomokun.my. That's what I named my dropshipping shop. You're all welcome to visit and follow. I think some of you already get the hint of what I'm selling from the shop name. Yep! It's lomo photo. If you never seen them, believe me they are very sweet and adorable thing which worth the attention. You can make it into gift for your loved ones, or reward for yourselves, even for room decoration. Self love won't hurts, right.

There is promotion going on and I promise you that the price is good as well as the quality of the photo. There will be more "coming soon" too. Do pay a visit to Lomokun.my ya. And share it among family and friends. Your support would be a super great blessed for me. Oh! Don't miss out the promotion okay. It's available until end of this september. Let's get your memories printed by Lomokun.my.

Until here, guess I succeed at making this post short huh.
See you in later post. May you have a better day! Love ya.  =)

If I have to picture my life, then it would be you.



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Hello, friends and readers! Hello, septembruh! And Happy Malaysia Day! Well, there is nothing strange when it comes to me being monthly late comer haha. So yeah it's my september first post. How're you doing, people? How's your september? Good? Nah? Wanna know mine? Come, come closer hehe.

My september started with a hashtag. #SuicidePreventionMonth. Yes! September is Suicide Prevention's Month. Just like usual, I shared posts and infos on my socmed. Nag and brag about mental illness. Spreading wings of my heart and fly the love whenever and wherever I want and could. It's good and nice to have certain day or month for particular event to spread awareness, kindness, and love. However, it's much better and nicer when it's celebrated daily. Yes. Eveyday is Suicide Prevention's Day. Everyday.

A few days later since 1st september, a parcel arrived. Hooray! The lomocards I ordered was received. It was a set of 120pcs. And it was my first time order ever. I had youtube-free because of struggling to collect 120pcs photos to be printed. I experienced a 1 month pinterest obsession lol. Never crossed in my mind that to collect 120pcs photos was that difficult despite me had bunches of photo collection. The only reason was, it was extremely difficult to pick best of best photos hoho. Ayway, the photos appeared super gorgeous on the cards and I have them stained my room wall hehe.

Hmm did I ever mention about my new recent routine? Yeah, of course not haha. Around the middle of August, I started do jogging once in every two days. Well, sometimes three because I was too lazy to wake up in the morning hahahaha. I'm not a morning person anyway. This thing was actually instigated by my anxiety, thinking what if I have diabetes or some kind of nerves disease to the point I was about to bawl my eyes because of the panic for about maybe 2 weeks. And during the latest doctor's appointment I had, I was 2kg lighter. What!? That was too many in almost one month. Anyway, idgaf about weight in the first place. And I'm not a sport person haha.

Hey, I have a good news or maybe so. My best friend is about to get marry. The plan is on 5th October. Honestly, this news is somewhat like a blackout for me. It may sounds bad but I can't be happy for it. And also, I don't hate it. I had the same mixed feeling when she got engaged last year. I'm triggered. My anxiety is triggered. That fear. That loneliness. That struggle of reasoning myself. That fight between emotional and rational me. I feel dejected. Distant. She's nothing like usual best friend for me. She's an ideal figure. Something I can't get and feel from anyone. Named any terms in human relationship, for me between us there is something more. Book has it love-friend or sister figure. Anyway, I treasure her more than myself. And all this, she knows everything and she still remains as that ideal figure. I'm deciding to prepare her sejadah as a gift. Still searching for the right one.

Now, what's more to share? Oh! The creative side of my brain worked too well in this first few weeks. I made a few diy things and I like them. But it did hit my doubt. I was too active as if I can't wait for tommorow to make another diy thing. Even though I didn't skip my sleep, I did feeling something wasn't right. So far there were two days which I can't do my jogging at good pace. During the first one, I felt my body was too heavy to run with and the second was yesterday, I went faster and kinda too fast for me that I ended panting like the first day I started jogging. Something went wrong. Both, I had somewhat tired body the whole day.

Meanwhile today, so far the highlight is I'm super nervous because I just joined a dropshipping team. This is my first time. I have questions but I'm not sure how should I ask. Rather than awkward, I feel tensed. Dammit. I know some of you guys are good at this thing. Pray for me ya. Maybe I will update about this in another post later. Get ready yourselves to support me hehe.

Until here, I end this messy yet honest septembruh post lol. Thank you for your time and concern reading this. See you in later post! Take care. Love ya =)

Over everything, nothing is all mine.


I Will

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Rare Black Moon on Friday - WeatherNation
stand the night but not my feet
on thin velvet mat i propose
this twisted heart squeezes my soul
what to feel and what to ask
only now i scream in cry

this restless living dead
this sleepless quiet night
to believe is all the time role
supposed to wake up upon sunshine
yet do i even want this night to end?

i'm deaf and blind to myself
the potion i made is still a spellbound
the pain i take has lost its count
this havoc of insanity is calamity
destructive is legitimate authority

hiding under white of purity
chained limbs by demon of mind
only You i look upon too
only You i earn whatever will do
where there is Your want, there is i will



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Shooting Star | Star gif, Sky gif, Beautiful night sky

a step closer over a step further

what kind of face hidden from that back

as i kept my eyes on you

only then i heard it louder

that heart which once was in solitude

this figure is not a shadow

fills a part of the hollow sorrow

deep gratitude digging far in my heart

that long lost love and the new is relived

another place in heart is taken

this distance is funny than just stage play

even night sky is worth for stargazing

oh life has all the unexpected

the tune that keeps messing up

yet there is fortune of another lifetime

it is that look mirrors in my eyes

it is that smile stimulates my days

it is that voice speaks my mind

it is me cherish who is not mine

it is love that keeps him shine



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1920x1080 Night Sky desktop PC and Mac wallpaper

Night is quiet again
And a lonely heart sings the same name

That painful day comes visiting again
And a sad heart is mourning

Black and white are clear
Right and wrong are no longer matter
Just if as long as you are here

His unanswered questions
His unreplied calls
Spring is withering

Admires the moonlight
Let breeze blows a wounded heart
His silent tears fall again

Once, an empty hand held the last moment
Someone was falling for death
Someone is longing again

He loves again



Do pay a visit to my shop ya ! =D -18/09/2020-