Beast

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i tried my best
i tried my best to be happy
more sugar in my coffee
invited myself to the party
been in the crowd and acted noisy
i tried my best to live happily

i tried my best
i tried my best yet i'm still feeling like this
what it worths when my best became the worthless
i am speechless, restless, and sleepless
within me there is an ugly beast
my anxiety is her favorite feast

i tried my best
i thought i tried my best to be happy
more sugar in my coffee but i wasn't thirsty
avoided the crowd, canceled the party
now, under the sheet i cry silently
i tried my best to live happily
















3 comments:

ray said...

keep on trying dear. you'll get through it.

ELFarahin said...

@ray thank you dear ray =)

ray said...

@ELFarahinyou are most welcome darl

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I'm very confused about myself and unsure about most of things lately. too irrational even though i tried to rational things =( -15/05/2019-