Beast

i tried my best

i tried my best to be happy

more sugar in my coffee

invited myself to the party

been in the crowd and acted noisy

i tried my best to live happily

i tried my best

i tried my best yet i'm still feeling like this

what it worths when my best became the worthless

i am speechless, restless, and sleepless

within me there is an ugly beast

my anxiety is her favorite feast

i tried my best

i thought i tried my best to be happy

more sugar in my coffee but i wasn't thirsty

avoided the crowd, canceled the party

now, under the sheet i cry silently

i tried my best to live happily