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Jung Jinwoo Nowhere

Posted by ELFarahin | On December 08, 2019 | | No comments:

사람들은 다 똑같애
saramdeureun da ttok gathae
people are all the same
웃는 가면 사이로 돌아설 마음을 정해
utneun gamyeon sairo doraseol maeumeul jeonghae
they decide whether to return their hearts by wearing the smiling masks
또 다치기 싫은 마음에
tto dachigi shirheun maeume
in fear of getting hurt again
벽을 세워 둔 채로 거리를 유지하려고 해
byeogeul sewo dun chaero georireul yujiharyeogo hae
they build a wall and keep distance between themselves

내가 아직 어려서일까 걔가 어른일까
naega ajik eoryeoseoilkka gyaega eoreunilkka
am i still young? or are they adults?
마음을 열어 다가갈수록 왜 나만 모나질까
maeumeul yeoreo dagagalsurok wae naman monajilkka
why is it that i become harsher the more i open my heart?
다른 모양 다른 색이 미워지려 해
dareun moyang dareun saegi miwojiryeo hae
different shapes, different colors, i started to hate them
도망치고 싶어 다 내버려 두고
domangchigo shipeo da naebeoryeo dugo
i want to run away leaving everything behind

정답이 필요해 복잡한 마음에
jeongdabi pilyohae bokjabhan maeume
answer is needed in this perplexed mind
내 탓이 아니라 위로해봐도
nae tashi anira wirohaebwado
nothing gets better even when i
더 나아질 건 없네
deo naajil geon eobtne
console myself saying it isn't my fault

난 어디로 가야 해 중심을 잃은 채
nan eodiro gaya hae jungshimeul irheun chae
where am i ought to go? i've lost the balance
벼랑 끝에 내몰린 것 같애
byeorang kkeute naemollin geot gathae
i feel like i'm cornered on the cliff
어디에도 속할 수가 없네
eodiedo sokhal suga eobtne
i can't belong anywhere

나만 이런 건 가봐
naman ireon geon gabwa
looks like i'm the only one who is like this
맞잡은 손이 차가워져도 놓을 생각을 못 해
matjabeun soni chagawojyeodo noheul saenggageul mothae
even when the had held together gets cold, i cannot let go
다 떠나고 남겨졌을 때도
da tteonago namgyeojyeosseul ttaedo
even after i'm left alone
되려 미안한 마음에 자릴 뜨지도 못하네
doeryeo mianhan maeume jaril tteujido mothane
i cannot leave with regrets


내가 아직 어려서일까 걔가 어른일까
naega ajik eoryeoseoilkka gyaega eoreunilkka
am i still young? or are they adults?
마음을 열어 다가갈수록 왜 나만 모나질까
maeumeul yeoreo dagagalsurok wae naman monajilkka
why is it that i become harsher the more i open my heart?
다른 모양 다른 색이 미워지려 해
dareun moyang dareun saegi miwojiryeo hae
different shapes, different colors, i started to hate them
도망치고 싶어 다 내버려 두고
domangchigo shipeo da naebeoryeo dugo
i want to run away leaving everything behind

정답이 필요해 복잡한 마음에
jeongdabi pilyohae bokjabhan maeume
answer is needed in this my perplexed mind
내 탓이 아니라 위로해봐도
nae tashi anira wirohaebwado
nothing gets better even when i
더 나아질 건 없네
deo naajil geon eobtne
console myself saying it isn't my fault

난 어디로 가야 해 중심을 잃은 채
nan eodiro gaya hae jungshimeul irheun chae
where am i ought to go? i've lost the balance
벼랑 끝에 내몰린 것 같애
byeorang kkeute naemollin geot gathae
i feel like i'm cornered on the cliff
어디에도 속할 수가 없네
eodiedo sokhal suga eobtne
i can't belong anywhere

정답이 필요해
jeongdabi pilyohae
answer is needed
I can't trust nobody
어디로 가야 해 중심을 잃은 채
nan eodiro gaya hae jungshimeul irheun chae
where am i ought to go? i've lost the balance
벼랑 끝에 내몰린 것 같애
byeorang kkeute naemollin geot gathae
i feel like i'm cornered on the cliff
어디에도 속할 수가 없네
eodiedo sokhal suga eobtne
i can't belong anywhere


사람들은 다 똑같애
saramdeureun da ttok gathae
people are all the same
웃는 가면 사이로 돌아설 마음을 정해
utneun gamyeon sairo doraseol maeumeul jeonghae
they decide whether to return their hearts by wearing the smiling masks
난 다를 거라 믿었는데 인정해야 하나 봐
nan dareul geora mideottneunde injeonghaeya hana bwa
i believed that i would be different but i got to admit it
더는 모르겠어 난
deoneun moreugesseo nan
i don't know anymore

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Source: genie
Romanization by JHnimm

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Thank you to my depression that i come to know a lot more korean underground R&B. Starting from WLK channel, PlanetariumRecords, and more brands following. I never know that this kind of music brand can be somehow somewhat helpful to me. They help me to slowly swim into my emotion instead of feeling drowning because of the wild resistance. They also help me to learn, read, as well as named my emotions despite let it all under a very huge and heavy rock called depression. So this is the first song I listened to today. It appeared on my youtube home and I thought "Oh! I haven't listened from Planetarium quite long now." And so, I clicked on it. Didn't expect it would be the right song for my mood right now. Exactly how I'm feeling right now. Just listen carefully how those soothing and calm melody are actually carrying a such sorrowful and desperate lyrics. I don't know if you really understand what I try to convey. Anyway, enjoy the song!




Sometimes I can act strong not because the burden has been less
but I just happened to have more energy at the moment.











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Faouzia Born Without A Heart

Posted by ELFarahin | On May 12, 2019 | | 5 comments:
Assalamualaikum...


Ramadhan kareem, people!
I just found this hidden gem two days ago.
She just popped out of nowhere on my Youtube home lol.
I was so tempted with her bold voice and high vocal.
She worth bigger audience so I just want to share
this underrated super talented singer with y'all.


I'm an angel, tell me what you mean by that
I take it all and I will never give it back
I don't feel sorry every time I see you cry
Every time you start, I'm waiting for your tears to dry

I don't really care, and I never will
That's the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don't really care, how much silence kills
That's the way I am

No, I wasn't born without a heart
I wasn't always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn't born with all these scars
And that's what made me like this, no
Can you blame me? No

I'm a nightmare, I know what you mean by that
I can't wake up from all these scary dreams I have
I don't really care, and I never will
That's the way I am, such a bitter pill
I don't really care, how much silence kills
That's the way I am

No, I wasn't born without a heart
I wasn't always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn't born with all these scars
And that's what made me like this, no
Can you blame me? No

I wasn't born like this
Hurt people, hurt people
I'd rather be heartless
Than have my heart in pieces

No, I wasn't born without a heart
I wasn't always like this, no
Watched you break me, no
Now you blame me
No, I wasn't born with all these flaws
And that's what made me like this, no
Can you blame me? No



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This song is just so related that it captured me deeply straight through my heart. At half of the minutes, I listened to this with a motivated feeling like "What do I did wrong?" ego but then the other half of it caught me drowning in a feeling of lost. I noticed I have been growing into someone with cold personality. Sometimes I thought I was too selfish for guarding myself too much that I ended up pushing people away even though they showed me their interest to get closer to me. Sometimes I also thought that I did the right  thing for myself. However, none of it was painless. And now I'm not sure anymore. Just practically breathing fine.







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Pinocchio (Taemin x Bewhy)

Posted by ELFarahin | On November 28, 2018 | | No comments:
Assalamualaikum...

Real intentions hidden under a smiling mask
it has turns cold, my gaze
the lies i tell you is expressionless
i am used to it
but i wanna be, wanna be

Under the white smile, the black lies
I pretend as if they were true
as if they were sincere

The truth that is hidden deeper inside
At this rate, I think I may lose my real self

I'd rather, someone else
To see right through me, Oh I

Real intentions hidden under a smiling mask
it has turns cold, my gaze
the lies i tell you is expressionless
i am used to it

Rather, I wanna be Pinocchio
I wanna be wanna be Pinocchio
I wanna be wanna be Pinocchio
I'm used to it
But I wanna be wanna be

My expression and attitude lack of transparency
Nobody sees through my fake attitude
I'm used to lying
where has my innocence gone
Standing between love and business
I don't even know my real intentions
My unconsciousness is like poison to me
My craving for innocence strangles me

Real intentions hidden under a smiling mask
it has turns cold, my gaze
the lies i tell you is expressionless
i am used to it

Rather, I wanna be Pinocchio
I wanna be wanna be Pinocchio
I wanna be wanna be Pinocchio
I'm used to it
But I wanna be wanna be

If I'm gonna live with a mask on
If I'm not going to be honest
I'd rather be
The innocent Pinocchio

If I'm gonna live with a mask on
If I'm not going to be honest
I'd rather be
The innocent Pinocchio

Real intentions hidden under a smiling mask
it has turns cold, my gaze
my lies even fool me
I'm used to it

Rather, I wanna be Pinocchio
I wanna be wanna be Pinocchio
I wanna be wanna be Pinocchio
I'm used to it
But I wanna be wanna be

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Stuck between assignments, mini projects, and final year project. The only pill I take to keep my eyes open and my mind working, other than snacks and game is songs. So I let my youtube played for hours and then it reached to this clip. It was the clip from a show of this year named The Call and the Season 1 is already ended. The moment I listened to this song, I was so captivated.

Taemin is one my favorite singers. His songs and dances are all so breath taking. While Bewhy is the very first Korean rapper I know. I don't really listen to his work but I remember watching his live of Day Day. The combination of this duo was almost impossible but not anymore.

What amazed me most is the song. The poetic lyrics, the beat that is like sounds of calm heartbeat, all got me chained up. Guess anyone can relate to this song. About the lies and secret that we try so hard to keep yet at the same time we hope someone can just see it without saying anything. Like those lies and secrets are nothing to point out.




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Nano Punishment

Posted by ELFarahin | On November 14, 2018 | | 2 comments:
Assalamualaikum...

I walk down the street we walked on numerously
not with you, but with other women
holding hands, walking.

As you can see, i'm well, i'm fine.
You can see that light
Ah, the red light in my heart has turned green
Baby, go there
Please, don't bother me
go there, go!
Do you think i'm still dwelling in the past, girl?
That you miss me, i'm sorry
that fool is no longer here.
If you want my body,
if you want to stop by,
call me, baby.
Love Love
I'll allow that time, ok.
I'll love you, ok.

I'll love you every time
why don't you know, baby?
Did you miss me?
The dead one, me?
It is the end now.
I watched you after it was over,
I still remember your walking back,
I pray you come back to me.
you, i wait.

That fool is no longer here.
If you want my body,
if you want to stop by,
call me, baby.
Love Love
I'll allow that time, ok.
I'll love you, ok.

Everything has changed.
This street too, has changed.
Let's turn the clock back together.
Why don't you came back?
What more do you want from me?
You will be abandoned
You are my toy to play with,
sick of you, it's over, ah, go!
you know, go there, go!
Do you think i'm still dwelling in the past, girl?
That you miss me, i'm sorry
that fool is no longer here.
If you want my body,
if you want to stop by,
call me, baby.
Love Love
I'll allow that time, ok.

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Just a little sharing. I'm so in love on how the ego of the persona is expressed in this song. He's hurt but trying to move on. He's still hanging on a thin hope but trying to be more defensive for himself and let go. He make threats and sarcasms yet still in love. To me, this is just a struggle of someone who is still hanging on the past but trying hard to move on. The thought of hate is the best armor still cannot changes the heart that is used to love and be kind. At last, fact is fact. We face it and just do anything that we could.








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