Fake ELF!! You're a Fake ELF!! WHY?!!

Assalamualaikum....

Before I start my entry,

SorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySOrrySorrySOrrySOrrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySOrrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySOrrySorrySorrySorrySOrrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrrySorrySorrySorrySorrrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySOrrySorrySOrrySorrySOrrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorrySorry....Sorry is NOT ENOUGH! NEVER!

I'm not just SAY it. I WRITE it coz I can't stand with TOO MUCH SORRY inside here.

Macam mana aku boleh buat kesilapan dengan benda remeh macam tu?!?!?!?! Macam mana aku boleh buat silap?!?!?! BODOH! BODOH kau Farahin!! Apa kau dah buat?!?!?! You're a FAKE ELF!!! Only FAKE ELF always did wrong and be wrong!!! FAKE YOU!!! What can I do....I feel so fucking GUILTY and useless!!! Oppa~mianhae. Mianhae. Mianhae. If you in front me right now, I'm sure I'll kneel to you. Mianhae, oppa. Jebal mianhae. Mianhae. Mianhae. I don't want this to happened. I don't want any mistake. But I still did it. Waeyo?!?! Kenapa aku sangat cuai?!?!?! Baru beberapa bulan lepas aku ditegur dan dikata TIDAK LAYAK oleh seorang ELF. And now....you really prove it, Farahin. I feel JERK right now!! Menangislah Farahin. Menangislah. Even kau menangis sampai esok subuh pun, nothing would change!! I deserve to be HATE!! But...I still hope that I'm not deserve for that. HATE myself!!!! Aaaaarrghh~!!!!

Mianhae, oppa. Mianhae, ELF. Jebal Mianhae...

I WISH, I HOPE, I PRAY,

I WON'T DO ANY MISTAKE IN GDA Voting SOON.

I want my LOVE Happy. I want my ELFamily Happy. I want feel the HAPPINESS from both. Amiin.

Erkh! Mata pedih. Pedih lagi hati aku.