Between Ears and Heart

Assalamualaikum...

Hmm...I think I want to share something. It's about my ears and heart. These both gifts make me being kinda a good listener and a person who always want to understand others heart. Even sometimes I tried to not listen, I still can't avoid it. Because my ears want to listen. Huhu. Tonight I want to share a lyric which sounds good to my ears and my heart do agreed that.

I avoided my close friends and only looked at you
I learned how to cook for the first time and only waited for you
You are so mean, you are so bad
I did everything that you wanted
All day, I cried then laughed, like a crazy person
Did you want me to be like this as well?

Don’t you ever love again
Because you’re such a bad person
For the price of leaving me, don’t ever be happy
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you

You are such a mean person, you are such a bad man

How can it be so painful much when there are no scars?
How can it hurt so much, as if I’ve caught a nasty cold
You are so mean, you are so bad
Was my innocent love that fun to you?
All day, I curse at you and hate you, as if I forgot you
But the more I do so, the more tears flow

Don’t you ever love again
Because you’re such a bad person
For the price of leaving me, don’t ever be happy
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you

Sweet, sweet – even the sweet whispers of love
I didn’t know that they were all lies
I was still young so I believed everything you told me
And I regret that so much

You are so mean, you are so bad
Are tears the last part of love that you taught me?

I want to meet someone better than you
And smile every single day
Watch over the happy me from afar
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you
Baby I don’t like you I don’t like you
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you

ah oh oh oh du su su du ru su
Even if you come back to me, I don’t want you

You are such a mean person, you are such a bad man

Translation Credits: pop!gasa

The title of this song is "Bad Man(person)" sing by Juniel, the new solo korean artist. Yes this was the translation. This song remind me to my past. And also remind me to myself today. In the past, I was a girl who had fall and been hurt so much. Yes. It was my mistake. I shouldn't being too serious towards my puppy love. It just a toy. A game for a young teenager. It just like a second role in our life. Unfortunately, I got mistaken it. So today I tried not to cry again. My heart may quite hard to be fix. But at least I can fix this life. What I did today is forget not regret. Run forward as fast as I can to leave that 'black spot' far away at behind. I'm not a strong girl. From "love", what I can see is the "v" has changed to "s". It's "lose". I got scared to it. So I need to restart this life. Be a girl without knowing what is the meaning behind the word with a combination between two vocals and two consonants. Do it sounds childish? I hope not.

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