Jam

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unanswered question
as silence breaks into tears
a cry imitating scream
splitting confusion in fuse
tearing apart flesh from its soul
bathed in sweat of pain but not blood
self hate, self blame
the untamed lame is no scam
two slice of breads with no jam
welcome to the smiling game










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Jung Jinwoo Nowhere

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사람들은 다 똑같애
saramdeureun da ttok gathae
people are all the same
웃는 가면 사이로 돌아설 마음을 정해
utneun gamyeon sairo doraseol maeumeul jeonghae
they decide whether to return their hearts by wearing the smiling masks
또 다치기 싫은 마음에
tto dachigi shirheun maeume
in fear of getting hurt again
벽을 세워 둔 채로 거리를 유지하려고 해
byeogeul sewo dun chaero georireul yujiharyeogo hae
they build a wall and keep distance between themselves

내가 아직 어려서일까 걔가 어른일까
naega ajik eoryeoseoilkka gyaega eoreunilkka
am i still young? or are they adults?
마음을 열어 다가갈수록 왜 나만 모나질까
maeumeul yeoreo dagagalsurok wae naman monajilkka
why is it that i become harsher the more i open my heart?
다른 모양 다른 색이 미워지려 해
dareun moyang dareun saegi miwojiryeo hae
different shapes, different colors, i started to hate them
도망치고 싶어 다 내버려 두고
domangchigo shipeo da naebeoryeo dugo
i want to run away leaving everything behind

정답이 필요해 복잡한 마음에
jeongdabi pilyohae bokjabhan maeume
answer is needed in this perplexed mind
내 탓이 아니라 위로해봐도
nae tashi anira wirohaebwado
nothing gets better even when i
더 나아질 건 없네
deo naajil geon eobtne
console myself saying it isn't my fault

난 어디로 가야 해 중심을 잃은 채
nan eodiro gaya hae jungshimeul irheun chae
where am i ought to go? i've lost the balance
벼랑 끝에 내몰린 것 같애
byeorang kkeute naemollin geot gathae
i feel like i'm cornered on the cliff
어디에도 속할 수가 없네
eodiedo sokhal suga eobtne
i can't belong anywhere

나만 이런 건 가봐
naman ireon geon gabwa
looks like i'm the only one who is like this
맞잡은 손이 차가워져도 놓을 생각을 못 해
matjabeun soni chagawojyeodo noheul saenggageul mothae
even when the had held together gets cold, i cannot let go
다 떠나고 남겨졌을 때도
da tteonago namgyeojyeosseul ttaedo
even after i'm left alone
되려 미안한 마음에 자릴 뜨지도 못하네
doeryeo mianhan maeume jaril tteujido mothane
i cannot leave with regrets


내가 아직 어려서일까 걔가 어른일까
naega ajik eoryeoseoilkka gyaega eoreunilkka
am i still young? or are they adults?
마음을 열어 다가갈수록 왜 나만 모나질까
maeumeul yeoreo dagagalsurok wae naman monajilkka
why is it that i become harsher the more i open my heart?
다른 모양 다른 색이 미워지려 해
dareun moyang dareun saegi miwojiryeo hae
different shapes, different colors, i started to hate them
도망치고 싶어 다 내버려 두고
domangchigo shipeo da naebeoryeo dugo
i want to run away leaving everything behind

정답이 필요해 복잡한 마음에
jeongdabi pilyohae bokjabhan maeume
answer is needed in this my perplexed mind
내 탓이 아니라 위로해봐도
nae tashi anira wirohaebwado
nothing gets better even when i
더 나아질 건 없네
deo naajil geon eobtne
console myself saying it isn't my fault

난 어디로 가야 해 중심을 잃은 채
nan eodiro gaya hae jungshimeul irheun chae
where am i ought to go? i've lost the balance
벼랑 끝에 내몰린 것 같애
byeorang kkeute naemollin geot gathae
i feel like i'm cornered on the cliff
어디에도 속할 수가 없네
eodiedo sokhal suga eobtne
i can't belong anywhere

정답이 필요해
jeongdabi pilyohae
answer is needed
I can't trust nobody
어디로 가야 해 중심을 잃은 채
nan eodiro gaya hae jungshimeul irheun chae
where am i ought to go? i've lost the balance
벼랑 끝에 내몰린 것 같애
byeorang kkeute naemollin geot gathae
i feel like i'm cornered on the cliff
어디에도 속할 수가 없네
eodiedo sokhal suga eobtne
i can't belong anywhere


사람들은 다 똑같애
saramdeureun da ttok gathae
people are all the same
웃는 가면 사이로 돌아설 마음을 정해
utneun gamyeon sairo doraseol maeumeul jeonghae
they decide whether to return their hearts by wearing the smiling masks
난 다를 거라 믿었는데 인정해야 하나 봐
nan dareul geora mideottneunde injeonghaeya hana bwa
i believed that i would be different but i got to admit it
더는 모르겠어 난
deoneun moreugesseo nan
i don't know anymore

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Source: genie
Romanization by JHnimm

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Thank you to my depression that i come to know a lot more korean underground R&B. Starting from WLK channel, PlanetariumRecords, and more brands following. I never know that this kind of music brand can be somehow somewhat helpful to me. They help me to slowly swim into my emotion instead of feeling drowning because of the wild resistance. They also help me to learn, read, as well as named my emotions despite let it all under a very huge and heavy rock called depression. So this is the first song I listened to today. It appeared on my youtube home and I thought "Oh! I haven't listened from Planetarium quite long now." And so, I clicked on it. Didn't expect it would be the right song for my mood right now. Exactly how I'm feeling right now. Just listen carefully how those soothing and calm melody are actually carrying a such sorrowful and desperate lyrics. I don't know if you really understand what I try to convey. Anyway, enjoy the song!




Sometimes I can act strong not because the burden has been less
but I just happened to have more energy at the moment.











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