No More Major Depressive Disorder

Assalamualaikum...

Hello, peeps! How're you? It's already midnight so I'll make a quick writing because I need to wake up very early. Why? Maybe I will write about it later. But tonight, I just want to update a thing about my life. It has been 7 months since I've been diagnosed as mental illness patient. The road was mostly difficult and bad. Yet, Alhamdulillah I made it this far. All the pain, scream, cry, they were worthy. So I love to remind you, it's okay to not be okay. We're just human trying to be more human than some kind of production machine.

Okay. Continue. 7 months ago, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. The signs were very obvious and strong that I ended up deferred my study. Last month, end of January, I was no more a MDD patient yet diagnosed with Bipolar Type 2. After 2 weeks, and three days ago, I was diagnosed with another different mental illness named Bipolar Mood Disorder Type 2. I still not doing my little homework about my current illness and that's it. I'm no more MDD. I still had depression sometimes but mood swing came more often, including anxiety. However, it seems that recently I've been making improvement on how to control this disorder emotion better.

The road is still long ahead. Even though I'm almost blind about something that human used to call future. In present, I'm doing okay now. It has been 1 month and plus I didn't turn on my laptop. Now seconds I turned it on, I cannot help to not write something on my beloved blog. To you followers, thank you for still following this blog. To viewers, I see you even though I don't know you. Thank you for passing by and stay for awhile.

Until here, I end my post for tonight.

Oh! Almost forget, late greeting to february lol.

See you in later post. Goodnight! xoxo =)

Life may drives us apart but not our heart and memories.