Kisahnya KMJ #1

Assalamualaikum...

Hello, world!

Since nothing worth to share about my life today,

so i want to share about my moments while i was in KMJ.

What is KMJ? Kolej Matrikulasi Johor.

Anyone going to be there? Goodluck to you! Huhu.

So, let's start with the first day in Mento-menti Meeting.

It was a weekly meeting between a practicum with a teacher

who responsible to take care all about the practicum.

On that day, Cikgu Zuraidah asked us to draw anything

that represent ourselves.

My first drawing was a stone. Why?

A stone. A big one may give you a seat.

A little one may let you kick it for you to free your anger.

Not everyone noticed these great side of an ordinary stone, right?

Usually, not everyone noticed me and the great side of me.

Sometimes...someone easily left with no words.

Someone easily misjudge me.

However, a stone also knows karma.

Your toe may feel pain if you kick it too often.

You will find that it is strong and heavy

if you used to take it as easy thing.

Me. I can be very nice and good.

But I also can be the worst. Evil, ha? huhu

Plus, I can't be between the two.

But then, I considered the drawing back.

The bell in my head gave me a shock.

"I am not a STONE!"

"I am Nurfarahin."

I realized...

nothing can represented me.

No stone, No whatever it was.

Moreover, I was the one and only child/daughter in my family.

I readily made only ONE.

There is only one me.

So I made a new drawing.

On the paper, written...

NURFARAHIN.

When Cikgu Zuraidah asked me to present it to the class, I said...

"At first I drew a stone but then I redrew it and it became my name.

Nurfarahin. I am me. Stone is not me. And of course, I am not a stone..."

Honestly, I presented it awkwardly because it was a solo presentation.

Nurfarahin. The first thing people used to find about her is MYSTERIOUS.

You may think that it is hard to know her.

However, you cannot resist how curious you are about her.

Sounds like I proud to myself too much, right?

Yes, I am. That's how I appreciate myself.

Not too say I am too good. But to say, Alhamdulillah.

Second Kisahnya KMJ #2 will followed soon!

Till then, thank you for stepped by.

Bubye.

Allah SWT is the only PERFECT. What have been given to you may be not perfect enough. But it is the most perfect from Him. Be positive.

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I-M-HOME

Assalamualaikum...
Hello, peeps!

my new interest...J-Rock! Wanna join the club?

Finally, I am home!

Had graduated from matriculation college two days ago.

Now, waiting for the call of greatest future 4 months from here.

I hope there is an university want to take me in.

Amiin.

So, know I'm back to blogging!

It had been too long i posted nothing here.

So boriiinngg...

To Super Junior.ᴱᴺᵀ 's followers and other bloggers,

since today do mind inform me any giveaway or contest.

Dah lama abang posmen tak singgah rumah. Haha

Till then, chill yaw!

Meet you all other time.

Bubye.

p/s: Oh! This is the first post in 2015. What?!!

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Confused

Assalamualaikum...

Hello, bloggers!

Hmm, recently i'm not feeling well.

Not physically but mentally.

I think...I miss that guy.

Haha. I thought I can have my life in peace.

But it seems like not. Or maybe never.

This guy is such a huge question mark for me.

I used to miss the old time.

The moment where I still can fall in love with this guy

with smile and peace.

Unfortunately, everything had changed.

Me. Him. Even our life story.

We are strangers.

And I damn hate it.

I wonder if I may do another try...

to win this love story.

But...I don't think so.

I got fear inside me.

I am afraid to face the PAIN again.

It is even very painful now.

I'm not happy loving him this way.

But then, this guy is just hard for me to forget.

I was stuck in my own path.

It is really confusing

and make me full of anger towards myself.

A friend used to ask me to pray

if someday he and I can get together.

But even to do so I have fear inside me.

Like what I have wrote just now,

I am afraid to face the PAIN.

Haha. I have the WILL, but I used to have NO WAY in my words.

I cried tonight. Because I miss this guy.

Because I am confused.

When I was thinking, "will I get someone better?"

His face always appeared right on time in my mind.

Hmm. This is just a confession.

Don't take it heavily. Huu

p/s: I'm going to enjoy my first semester's week! ^^

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Hello, peeps!

It's her birthday today ! =)

Hmm,, today I would like to share my story

about a day after Malaysia's Day last month.

During Malaysia's Day,

of course that will be public holiday.

I have no class,

no tutorial, no experiment or practical, even no lecture.

What a wonderful life I have in Malaysia ! Haha.

But then an amusing day happened on the next day. Huhh

I went through my life as JMC's student as usual.

From 8.00 a.m to 12.00 p.m.

I went for tutorials and lectures.

After that, I took a nap at the mosque

as students were not allowed to go to their hostel before 1.00 p.m. Hmm

At 1.00 p.m. I went to the lecture hall, Dewan Kuliah Kecil 2.

I had my seat and ready for the lecture.

But then there was something strange somewhere...

Why number of students in the hall were kind of little?

And the faces...??

Even the lecturer was like....err...

I on my phone and checked on my schedule for that day.

Aigooo!!

I took my stuffs and leaved the lecture hall immediately

by using the back door.

Aishh...jinjja!

I had mistaken my lecture class!

What a shame as I remember the way some students looked at me

like I was the "new girl" in the lecture.

And what make me felt bad about was I had skipped my Physics lecture

by taking nap at the mosque in that afternoon. Huhh

From that day, I promised to always take a look on my schedule properly.

I don't want to enter the wrong lecture or any class again! Huhu

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