Burden Face

Assalamualaikum...

Hey ya! Alamak macam makin kerap pula main conteng2 dekat blog ni. Hehehe

Nak share sikit apa jadi masa kelas pagi tadi. Kelas Web Scripting.

Kelas yang buat Farahin rindu zaman2 aktif jadi blogger. Hahahaha

So masa kelas tadi Farahin and my partner

patutnya present a bit about our mini project to the lecturer.

But then once kita orang dah sampai kat meja dia,

tiba-tiba dia komen macam ni.

"Farahin always have this hardworking...burden...face...something."

Maka bermulalah sembang2 kami berdua.

Sehinggalah Farahin mentioned this,

"Unfortunately, I am an introvert. I don't talk much

but I love to write. I am a blogger."

That's it! I slipped. Hahahahaha

After that, he asked me more

"Oh! You love to write. Then you should try

writing poetry. Do you write poem?"

"Yes, I did!" Again. I slipped! Hahahahaha

Lecturer minta Farahin tunjuk blog Farahin.

It was embarrassing. But actually I love to let he see it. Hehe

Dijadikan cerita Farahin tunjuklah puisi2 tua Farahin.

And he said, "That's many! You should write a book!" Haha

Well, Farahin memang pernah berangan nak jadi penulis dulu.

Lepas tu, he asked me to read one of my poem. Alamak!

Bukan baca bisik tahu. Tapi in front of the class.

I did it! With the whole heart and soul.

Sampai nak menangis sebab feeling sangat dengan puisi tu.

Since someone mentioned about my 'Burden Face',

Farahin mula fikir bila dan kenapa?

WHEN? WHY?

When ada orang bergantung kepada Farahin. Sebab Farahin rasa this high of responsibility feel. I take it seriously. I don't play with it. Yes! At negative point, it is a burden. But at positive point, Farahin rasa I am a trustworthy person. So it's actually good!

When I cannot handle the crowd. It's a gifted nature  for some introvert memang tak boleh handle suasana bising. We feel pressure macam belon yang dihimpit dan tunggu masa nak meletup tapi tak tahu bila sebab we try to hold it in as well as we can. Tapi since Farahin sentiasa ajar diri untuk tak terlalu taksub dengan my introvert side dan cuba suaikan diri dengan keadaan, Farahin sometimes good sometimes not bila dalam crowded. Huhu

Setakat ni tu je la yang dapat Farahin fikirkan punca lahirnya 'Burden Face' ni. Hehe

Till then, thank you for your time!

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Bubye. See you soon. =)

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