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I'm the mistress, Farahin.
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Unknown Feeling

Posted by ELFarahin | On May 14, 2013 | | 1 comment:




There's a name written in my heart
a face wandering around my mind
a voice vividly hit my hearing
I wish that person is here
smile at me and say that everything is alright
make me feel better and stop worrying too much
Ahh I feel like my head going to explode
This heart really torn out =(


Assalamualaikum...
Hmm hari ini no paper for me. Untuk sehari ini Farahin bebas daripada belengu peperiksaan. Ho ho ho ho. However, esok ada paper add math. Aishh jinjja! Hope everything will be fine and just nice. Walaupun tiada apa-apa paper hari ini, Farahin tetap datang ke sekolah. Well, kata nak jadi pelajar yang baik kann. Haha. Datang sekolah but nothing to do selain buat ulangkaji sendiri. Chinese and Indians busy dengan paper mereka. But then, Farahin tak dapat concentrate 100% dengan my revision. Why? Nan molla. Huhu. Hati asyik rasa tak sedap sahaja. Fikiran rasa buntu, sempit, tertekan sangat. I don't know why. Buku add math asyik buka tutup buka tutup saja. Kalkulator tu Farahin asyik tenung lama-lama. Sebab kat cover and body kalkulator tu Farahin tulis nama "Yesung" Farahin even beri nama kalkulator 570 tu Yesung sebab ia penting in any subject macam Yesung oppa yang penting bagi Farahin. Huhu. At last, Farahin keluarkan buku conteng Farahin wrote some words like above. Farahin cuma luahkan apa yang Farahin rasa. Whateverlah even grammar or what tunggang tonggeng terbalik, diri Farahin sendiri memang sudah terbalik masa tu. Apapun, orang yang Farahin maksudkan dalam kata-kata itu is uri Yesung oppa. Yeah. Farahin tahu I shouldn't think too much about him. Bukannya oppa tak makan, tak tidur di sana kan. Nak nak lagi, bukannya oppa jauh luar dari Korea. He still there. Cuma daerah saja yang lain. Tapi Farahin rasa terlalu jauh dengan oppa. Hmm. Entahlah. Hope hal ni takkan terjadi masa paper add math esok. InshaAllah. Tadi di sekolah pun selepas rehat, me and my gang tolong cikgu isi borang soal selidik di Chemistry lab. Then selepas tu bila dah siap, ada seorang girl tu bawa netbook. So my gang pun main-mainlah dengan netbook girl tu. Farahin duduk diam je monyokkan muka dengan hati yang remuk. Yet Farahin terdengar mereka hendak played lagu Super Junior Mr Simple. Yeah. I was interested. But then, rasa macam . . . ."tak payahlah. Tak payahlah buka lagu Mr.Simple" Kenapa Farahin rasa macam tu? Farahin takut banjir pula Chemistry lab dengan my tears tak pasal-pasal. Even Farahin ni jenis ego untuk menangis, tapi kalau desperate nak buat macam mana lagi? Baldi dah penuh, air mesti melimpah punya kann. Huhh. Okaylah. Till then, done here. Happy Blogging! Thank you for read.


p/s: Goodluck for my add math paper. Hwaiting!


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Sorry Sorry

Posted by ELFarahin | On May 12, 2013 | | No comments:
Thanks to Sarah for sharing this img..

Assalamualaikum...
Hello, peeps! Hmm Farahin tak tahu hendak cerita apa sepanjang exam month ni. Anyway, this 12th May I've story to tell. But before that, a warning! It's a fangirling post. Huhu. Petang tadi kira-kira jam 2.20 petang when I was doing my revision, kebetulan Nasional fm mainkan lagu Sorry Sorry Super Junior. Farahin pun apa lagi. Cepat-cepat kuatkan volume. Hehe. Kepala terhangguk-hangguk, mulit terkumit-kumit menyanyi lagu Sorry Sorry sambil tunduk baca modul Chemistry. But then, sampai satu part, suddenly Farahin rasa sebak sangat. Why? Sebab that time part Yesung oppa. I miss him. Really miss. Dari MV Sorry Sorry lah Farahin accidentally fall in love towards Yesung oppa. Aishh lagilah bikin sebak bila teringat pasal tu. Now oppa di kem tentera struggling with guns and bullets. Hope he is well. I just found that my oppa ada masalah back disc. Yah! That's really hurt! I know it! I just learned about bones in my Biology subject. Ahh poor oppa. Yalah. Mana taknya. Oppa dah banyak kali cedera. Huhh. Apapun, really hope he in a well health. Farahin tak dapat nak view apa-apa story about oppa sebab internet Farahin giler slow macam sloth. Pfft! Nappeun maxis! Okaylah. Till then, goodnight. To Yesung oppa, goodnight also. Take care your health and enjoy the 'holiday'. We'll meet again soon after the 2 years. Gaja! Hwaiting!

I've no other 'abang' besides Yesung oppa..


Hashtag : WeWillWaitYesung



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Langit

Posted by ELFarahin | On May 09, 2013 | | 2 comments:
Dirimu umpama langit
dekat pandangan
namun jauh beribuan
tenang
tetapi cukup membuat hati ini tidak keruan
luas
tetapi serasa sempit di dada
indah
namun tetap terasa sakit di dalam
jelas
tetapi kekal menjadi ilusi
direnung dan ditatap
namun mustahil untuk dicapai
tingginya tiada yang berubah
tetapi terasa seolah semakin jauh
dirindui
namun ragu-ragu untuk disisipkan di dalam hati
apabila awan meliputi
ku pejamkan mata
tidurkan akal
dan mula bermimpikan dirimu


It's hard to say whether I hate it or not when I accidentally dreamed of you almost each night. But it really disturbing my mind, my heart, my soul, even my emotion. Hmm


p/s: I really having hair loss during this Mid Year Exam. Aishh jinjja!

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Month Of Exam

Posted by ELFarahin | On May 06, 2013 | | No comments:
Kyaa! Who thinks this spontaneous pose is kyute?! XD

Assalamualaikum..
Kyaa~! Andwae! Esok sudah mula my mid year exam! Aishh, jinjja. Starting 7th May untill 22nd May 2013. Aigoo. Botaklah kepala kalau begini. Tension tension tension. Plus, revision pun baru hendak start. Hehe. Esok Bahasa Melayu. Hope soalan semuanya mudah-mudah belakan uhm uhm gitu. Haha. Impossible? Who cares? Tiada salahnya untuk berharap, kan? It's still a doa. Huhu.

Anyway, hari ini di sekolah macam hampeh sahaja. My class only has 7 students. Aishh. Apa? Ingat hari ini cutikah? Perasan lebihlah orang Kluang ni. Haha. Tapi bertuah juga datang sekolah hari ini. My Math teacher gave us a revision book of FocuSSuperb Mathematics for free to the 7 students who attended. Ah, jeongmal gomawoyo! Huhu. Alhamdulillah.

ps: Aja aja hwaiting! Gudluck for our Mid Year Exam! My Allah Bless All of us!



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Selain Kita, Ada Dia

Posted by ELFarahin | On April 30, 2013 | | 7 comments:

AMARAN !! : Catatan ini TIDAK sesuai untuk mereka yang lemah semangat.

29 April 2013 bersamaan 18 J'Akhir 1434H, sejak bangun dari tidur sehingga masuk ke sekolah, mata Farahin terkebil-kebil menahan mengantuk. Maklumlah, semalam gatai tidur lambat. Bangun pun terlewat. Untung ayah ketuk pintu, kejut. Hehe. Tapi selepas beberapa jam melayan subjek-subjek yang memerlukan ketangkasan otak bekerja, mata kembali segar walaupun perut menyanyi menjerit "kantin!!". Laparlah kata kann. Well, tak breakfast. Breakfast is not my style except kalau memang lapar pada waktu pagi.

Selepas rehat, it's time for English subject ! But then the teacher was late because she've something to do. 35 minutes later she went into the class and started scolding us for not passed up our exercise books as what she asked to. We were standing. About minutes when she was scolding, suddenly my whole body was numbing and shaking. Kedua-dua kaki Farahin hilang kekuatan untuk berdiri. My hands turns white and pale, shaking obviously. My head was dizzy and I could heard a piercing sound vividly went through my head. I drank some water and whispered to myself,"No. Not now. Not now, Farahin."

As I stand with the pain, it became more painful. My partner realised about my condition so she asked me to sit down. However, it still hurt me very much. Bahagian pangkal leher Farahin I mean yang berada selevel dengan dagu kita itu seperti dipulas dan ditekan. I couldn't breath properly. I opened my librarian coat and the brooch at my tudung. Farahin berharap ini dapat membantu agar Farahin dapat bernafas dengan lebih baik. Tapi tiada apa-apa yang berubah.

As the teacher asked the students had their seat, my partner asked me with care. I couldn't answer it fluently because my teeth was numbing like beings rubbing by steel or things that would make it to has a vibration. The teacher also asked the same thing as my partner did. Finally, she confirmed that there was something else inside me. Thing that tried to take over my body. She asked me to meet one of ustaz in my school but I refused. I believed this wouldn't be long.

Actually, this ever happend to me before. Many times. And this was my second time in this fifth year at STABK. My friends started giving me some massages on both of my hands as they were shaking obviously. They said that my face was pale. One of them said that my face like lossing its shape. Another one said that the colour turns white. Farahin sendiri berasa takut apabila memandang ke arah tapak tangan Farahin. They were cold and white like I was lossing my blood in it. Urat-urat biru dan hijau Farahin timbul dan kelihatan jelas di tapak tangan. Farahin menggenggam tangan banyak kali dengan harapan agar darah dapat mengalir dengan baik. But then, the hands remains cold and pale.

Setelah diurut-urut oleh besties, keadaan Farahin semakin pulih. Kepala Farahin tidak sesakit sebelumnya. Tapi kaki dan tangan Farahin masih terasa kebas. Cikgu Farahin menyuruh Farahin luruskan kaki dan tegakkan badan. Tapi macam manapun ia masih sakit. The whole class looked at me with a bundle of nerve. I could see blurred faces on the Chinese and the Malays started beings worried.

When the teacher wanted out from the class as the period had finished, my condition got better. I could stand properly even tried to jump to test for my strength. However, my hands stayed shaking but had turns to red. Alhamdulillah. Do you want to know? Ini merupakan tempoh yang paling lama Farahin berkeadaan sedemikian. Sebelum ini hanya dalam 10 minit. Huhu. Apapun, yang penting Farahin selamat dan semua orang selamat.

Farahin baru tahu bahawa Farahin hampir dirasuki apabila my bestie yang selalu pergi berubat untuk membuang saka mengkhabarkannya. Begitu juga dengan cikgu yang juga pernah pergi berubat atas hal yang sama. My bestie said that thing failed to take over me because of my own strength. Kalau tak, Farahin mesti sudah meracau ala-ala histeria. Huhu

Actually, Farahin pun memang ada gangguan saka. Tapi Farahin tak tahulah 'tetamu' seperti apa yang datang tak diundang itu. Tapi apa yang menjadi persoalan, it came when my teacher went into the class as she just backed from helping the ustaz treating a students.

At first, I bet there was something following her as she went into the class. Tapi cikgu sepatutnya dapat merasakan kehadirannya sejak awal sebab cikgu Farahin ini mempunyai kebolehan untuk merasa kehadirannya. While my bestie itu pula ada kebolehan melihat and me ada kebolehan mendengar. Tapi tidaklah terlalu kerap. If Allah wants to let me heard it, then it will be. Huhu.

Then tadi ketika subjek Sivik, Cikgu Sivik tanya about this incident. Well, she's my English Teacher closest friend. Yet dapat tahu pula Cikgu Sivik pun mangsa saka. Haihh. Senasib sungguh. Haha. Cikgu ada tanya whether Farahin lemah semangat atau tidak. Of course I am not! Farahin paling suka tengok cerita hantu. Tapi itulah. Malaysia ni macam lack of horror ideas. Tak habeh-habeh dengan cerita cinta. Pfft! Hehe.

Oh, ya! Two days ago I got 'lovebite' on my hips. Lovebite?! Haha. Just kidding. I mean gigitan daripada pelesit. Kesan gigitan ini akan muncul tanpa sebab seperti terjatuh or terhantuk. Usually akan muncul selepas bangun tidur. Kesan gigitan ini kebiruan seperti lebam.

Tahukah apa itu pelesit? Erm sejenis syaitan juga. And of course ada juga yang bertuan. Saka juga, mungkin? Apapun, tiada apa-apa yang perlu ditakutkan. Bukan semua orang akan terkena tempias saka ini. Jadi bagi yang terselamat itu, bersyukurlah ya. Alhamdulillahirobbil'alamiin. Till then, I end this long long post with 'Selain kita, ada dia'. Haha. And Happy Blogging!

Tanda-tanda dirasuki jin :
1) Merasa kebas-kebas anggota badan.(kaki,tangan,muka) ( )
2) Sakit pada pinggang, bahu, tengkuk atau kepala. ( )
3) Sakit perut yg memulas seperti dijerut tali. ( )
Source : http://lonevslove.blogspot.com/2012/04/sihir.html

p/s: Esok Hari Pekerja! Sekolah Cuti! Yay :D



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