Nothing

told myself it was nothing

stop overreacting

you're just overthinking

look away and walk pass

it's all just misunderstandings

told myself it was nothing

the pain is just temporary

laughs and jokes are good therapy

don't be sad and keep smiling

stop thinking and continue living

told myself it was nothing

yet the pain never go away

i cry and completely astray

nothing is nothing

nothing is all me.

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Naive

i was so naive

thought love was all around

friends will always keep me surrounded

fun can never got me tired

i was so naive

laughs and jokes kept me happy

soil and mud, never thought they were dirty

up and down never got me dizzy

i was so naive

until they suddenly turned their back

the cold eyes that caused me extreme jetlag

whispers to noises, my life got hijacked

i was so naive, and i am still

even though their wrongdoings caused me ill

although my broken heart are hardly heals

night after night, cries got me chill

i was so naive

years had past and i never changed

not just heart but even my mind in damaged

used to be free but now i'm caged

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Battle Cry

do you hear it? 

do you hear that battle cry? 

cries all night long

another war is going on

another fight keeps me on

do you hear it? 

do you hear that battle cry? 

cries all alone

I'm not a warrior 

yet just a lost soldier

no weapon but a little spear

do you hear it? 

that battle cry is still going on

that demons never once leaved me alone

scars and wounds, i just keep holding on

until the daylight finally comes on

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Light

the dim light keeps me awake

and dawn is coming closer

my short breath burns my throat

tomorrow is on its way

and night is getting ready

for another farewell

the dim light will soon gets off

and darkness will colors the room

thoughts and dreams have been long lost.

today i woke up with cramped muscle from
upper part of my left arm and my right chest.

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Enemy

oh, mind. 

you're born great and brilliant.

you has thoughts and solutions. 

your calculations may not be accurate but relevant.

you works my body to wake up every time sun shines the sky. 

you keep it calm and steady under the brimming moonlight.

oh, mind. 

where's the blame? 

is it me, or us? 

since when the switch is broken? 

since when the wires are tangled into some trashes? 

i think so, it is me, after all.

oh, mind. 

why do you keep making noises? 

do listen to my screams and cries. 

i know you're angry and resenting,

for me being care less and stubborn.

i plead don't become the enemy of me.

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