Birthday Giveaway November

Assalamualaikum...

Hello, peeps! Jom JOIN giveaway ni.

Farahin pun dah lama tak layan giveaway ni.

Jom jom! Due date lambat lagi.

Syarat mudah2 belaka.

Hadiah pun menarik. muehehehehe

Anyway, tuan blog tanya...

macam mana Farahin jumpa giveaway ni?

Hmm. Jodoh kot? Petang2 ni jalan2 tengok blog orang.
Eh! Jumpa pula giveaway ni kat blog tuan blog sendiri. Hehe

Ini bukti Farahin dah memenuhi terma & syarat untuk JOIN giveaway ni.

Tak lupa juga, nak calling2 kawan2 blogger ni juga

untuk JOIN giveaway Blogger Nabila Syifa ni.

Mia Liana

Suzyanna Yap

Fatin Diana

Okey, done!

Farahin dah JOIN!

Korang bila lagi? hehe

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Introvert Switch On

Assalamualaikum...

Hello, peeps! Wah wah wah tajuk hari ni. Haha

Introvert? Yes, me! Switch On?? Hihi

Ni yang nak cerita ni.

Lunch tadi like usual,

Farahin The Lone Ranger lunch sorang2 kat kafe.

Pilih meja paling belakang paling hujung sekali.

Sebab kat situ ada kipas. Hahahaha

Tertutup dan senyap tu tak payah mention kot.

Nampak meja kat sebelah tu ada beg.

Ada orang lah tu kan.

Lepas Farahin ambil makanan semua,

back to my seat...ops!

Lelaki rupanya yang duduk kat meja sebelah tu.

Tak apa. Biarkan dia makan dengan sudu dan garpunya.

Kite makan cara kite. Bismillah. Tangan kanan. Haha

Well like mentioned,

Farahin ni introvert. Semua pasti tahu apa itu introvert.

Kalau tak, boleh rujuk Google Ahjussi.

Pak cik tu makin tua makin berguna. Hahaha

So in that situation, 2 meja dalam satu ruang,

2 orang duduk di tempat masing-masing, senyap dan tertutup...

Aipp! Korang bayang apa tu? Haha

So in that kind situation,

terdetik di fikiran.

Jodoh siapalah yang makan sorang2 ni?

Dia ni Lone Ranger juga ke?

Sotset2 dari tadi, selsema mamat ni. Ke resdung?

Swicth On! That's how I'm speaking to my surrounding.

Some typical thought mungkin beranggapan Farahin ni masuk air.

But a big NO. It was just a moment yang Farahin rasa kinda rare.

The silent. The weak awkwardness yang mungkin Farahin je rasa.

When Farahin tak toleh lagsung ke kiri where he sat

dan cuma pandang ke kanan ke luar tingkap and had a taste of the moment.

Look, this is life.

Kadang2 kita ditempatkan dalam satu ruang

dengan orang yang kita tak pernah jumpa dan kenal.

Tapi masing2 ada cara dan pilihan sendiri.

A sip of life yang Allah beri

untuk kita dan dia rasa pada ketika itu.

Very little but actually amazing

kalau kita berhenti menghitung detik yang seterusnya.

Forget about yesterday. No worry about later.

But feel the moment.

So, yeah. Farahin ada cara sendiri untuk melihat dunia.

I feel great about it. Sometimes.

Otherwise, sometimes it did make me worrying myself.

Apapun, love hate is real.

Sometimes I hate myself very much.

Sometimes where at most, I LOVE ME THE MOST.

Till then, bubye =)

We share the moment with different fates.
See you again.

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Dah Tak Sunyi Lagi

Assalamualaikum..

Hello, peeps! Dah nak tidur ke? Hehe

Eh eh! Dengar tak? Dengar kan?

Akhirnya, setelah sekian lama Super Junior.ᴱᴺᵀ sunyi tanpa lagu.

Sekarang dah ada lagu. Haha

Anyway, tu album latest Super Junior.

Album yang kelapan. We(ELF) called it 8Jib.

Tajuk album kali ni ialah PLAY.

Baru je seminggu released.

Bagi yang tak pernah taste lagu2 Super Junior,

boleh search One More Chance dan Black Suit for the latest.

Dah masuk tahun 3 sebagai mahasiswa

jurusan sains komputer major in graphics,

dah makin pandai baca bahasa2 komputer ni.

Tu yang passed letak lagu dalam Super Junior.ᴱᴺᵀ ni.

Tu pun refered sikit dekat SINI. Hihi

Tapi pandai pun tak lah pandai sangat. Masih belajar.

Tapi sampai bila nak main copy paste je kan.

Nak juga faham apa makna code tu semua.

Jadi kenalah belajar.

Till then, hope you enjoy the song!

Kalau mood tak ada nak layan lagu2 tu,

boleh cuit gambar kat sidebar ELFarahin tu.

Feel free to pause =)

Happy Belated 12 Years SUPER JUNIOR!
Happy 6 Years ELF to me too! d(6v6)b

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So Poetic Today

Assalamualaikum...

Hello, peeps! I back again. Haha

Nak share sikit apa yang jadi hari ni.

So yeah, I am so poetic today.

Tengah hari tadi ada presentation.

And I didn't prepared anything for my speech.

Farahin sebut je la apa yang Farahin tahu and

apa yang Farahin conteng dekat slides yang Farahin buat. Haha

It was a presentation for a poem.

An assessment. For sure, have mark.

Farahin pilih poem with title

Still I Rise by Maya Angelou.

Firstly, of course Farahin tak tahu apa2 about this poet.

Even Farahin ni pun suka berpuisi at times,

but for sure I am not a bookworm. Hehe

So as I went through about her,

I at least knew some little things about her.

Either fact or fake, still an information.

Kind a new knowledge to me.

Jadi for this presentation we had to recite the poem.

So yeah. I did. Clearly. With cold feet.

And didn't expected,

my voice cracked as I reached at the second last stanza.

Almost cry but I didn't.

But still, it was quite epic to me. Haha

Never felt that way before just because reciting a poem.

Farahin rasa I really put my mind and soul masa baca poem tu.

I might not know all about Maya that she tried to convey in this poem.

But I knew how this poem really mean to me.

As I recited it line by line, stanza by stanza,

rasa macam semua pahit hidup Farahin was unfolded.

It was painful and wonderful at the same time.

Well, semua orang ada life experience masing2.

Mahu kecil atau besar.

And there were bitter things that happened to me

mungkin tak besar mana bagi orang lain

tapi besar bagi Farahin,

Those bitter things that happened,

sebenarnya betul2 ubah Farahin sepanjang 21 tahun ni.

It changed, how I look at the world.

It changed, how I look at people around me.

It changed, how I approach the others.

It changed, how I look at myself.

How should I educate 'her'.

It almost changed everything.

So I think I really take a like to this poem.

To end this 'so poetic' post,

here is the second last stanza

that pleaded for my tears today.

Thank you for your times, peeps =)

Out of the huts of history’s shame

I rise

Up from a past that’s rooted in pain

I rise

I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,

Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.

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Triggered

Assalamualaikum...

Hi, peeps! Long time not posting ha.

Well direct je dengan tajuk post hari ni.

Triggered. Yes. I was triggered.

Now Farahin dah masuk tahun 3.

Yup. Senior Year.

Lecturer banyak sentuh pasal alam pekerjaan.

Dah tak ada manja-manja or main suap-suap.

Again. I was triggered.

Farahin dah nampak jalan nak menuju ke alam pekerjaan tu.

Tapi Farahin still tak nampak apa yang ada kat depan sana.

Gelap dan buat seriau je.

Yes. My comfort zone was triggered.

Angan-angan yang previously macam hangat-hangat taik ayam

now macam ada bau hangit-hangit gitu.

Buat Farahin tak senang duduk.

Someone would say,

eloklah comfort zone tu triggered.

Kiranya masih ada harapan.

But i am not feeling really good here.

Talking about being professional

gave me emotional impact.

Farahin ragu-ragu dengan diri sendiri.

Somehow I feel like I have nothing to show off.

Yet I know I have something.

Bila Introvert asyik disebut-sebut

macam virus liar berjangkit oleh lecturer,

Farahin rasa a bit down.

Yes. I am an introvert.

Half of my life till today,

I was struggling to not

let my introvert side being show.

Yet tahulah ada masanya kita pun rasa penat.

Kadang-kadang kita rasa macam hipokrit.

But you know,

Farahin tak buat semua ni sebab desperate.

It just I want to teach myself something. Slowly.

But never expect that it would be very long.

Somehow, I am lost here.

how many lies, how many acts
that i have to keep, just to be in contact

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