Assalamualaikum...
Hi, friends ! Tonight will be a random post.
Happy reading !
do i see what i see? does what is seen is what it is? i have this insane thought which i used to think that what is seen is also what is unseen. because when we know what does exists, we know something that is opposite to it is what does not exists. guess, that's what common sense means.
however, how many of us curious about what is unseen? how many of us tend to judge just based on what we see? how many of us ask some random questions that actually hit the right spot? how many of us willing to understand?
no need to look at the people around. just look at ourselves. how many eyes we tend to meet and straightly put on accusation that is not even valid to ourselves? "i'm ugly." "i'm bad". "i'm not good". "i'm useless". "i'm sorry". how many "sorry" that we pray for instead of "thank you"?
we claimed that the society is the one is at fault. meanwhile, we're also the part of that society. we wrongly judge ourselves. we see what we want to see but not what as it is. it's the individual makes the society. so who's actually at fault now?
i, myself had my wrong. wrongs. i have pasts that are more like nightmares than just bad memories. i have scars that i put on myself. intentionally. that is how much, how bad, or maybe worst, it took for me to learn that how ridiculous it is to be sorry for something i should not be. i learned, pain over pain does not works the healing. and wrongly judging myself is not a favorable attitude.
it's a nature, a human nature, that we love everything that is beautiful to sight. but that's not the only nature we have. one of the many, we get up when we fall. unintentionally. unknowingly. embarrassingly. because life lefts us no choice but chances for changes. we have no choice to get up when we fall because that is the only chance we have so we can change this embarrassing moment to something we can proud of and laugh at for quite sometimes.
what is kindness to us? is it when someone did it to us? is it when someone gave it to us? is it when someone meant it for us? so, what it is when there is no one did so? does the kindness lost it mean just like that? in my opinion, kindness is what make me happy and satisfied. either it is done by someone else to me or me to someone, both works the same. so, stop waiting and wanting. because we can do the kindness for ourselves and others.
please. stop that attitude. stop that attitude of wrongly judging yourselves. stop that attitude of wrongly judging people. what we see, hear, feel, is as it is and not as it is. mathematically, it's 50/50 probability. those 50 have chance to change to more than 50 up to 100. yet efforts is needed. the end result is the real thing. either it is positive or negative, take it as it is and applause to the efforts we take. because efforts are matters. better lost the battle rather than being a runaway soldier.
until here, i know this post is kind of random. i don't have any actual theme. i just want to spread out the stacking messes in my mind. also, it's kind of reminder to myself. after all, wish you a better you and love yourself. always. thank you for reading this till the end. thoughts and comments, or maybe a dare confessions are open to be sent. i appreciate it.
last and least,
good luck !
xoxo =)
